It has been nearly six years and this still hangs over my head day by day. I have grown, matured, and realized the repercussions of my actions could only end in suffering. 2061 days since a decision little did I know then I would regret forever. My deepest sympathies are extended to scotlander and I wish him nothing but happiness with him and his future relationship endeavors. I hope you can recognize my regrets. I barely sleep at night. I have rarely spoke to any women. Played single player for over five years. It sucks. If you can find it in your heart, to understand I was a young 34-year-old with half a brain. I can honestly say I have learned from the 67 months that I have been banned. Not a day goes by I don't think about what I did. I had something going for me. I was going to put DragonForge back on the map. I still hope I can do that today, and my mistakes can be forgiven.